Okay, just realized my NP shoebag I left it in NEX cinema probably. The one that HY sneaked into and watched POTC for free last week. How stupid am I? I really do treasure what I have. Slightest things like that would trigger a little blue in me. Also partly because I'm always a careful person, double checking before leaving an area and usually never make a mistake. I always expect the perfect version of myself because I know I can fulfill it.
But then, that's not the only case, today I wore my red hairband for the first time to jog in the morning. Then halfway IDK WHEN THE HAIBAND FELL OFF WTH ):
That really was the first "slap" I got in the morning.
OKAY FINE, two down, three's the number that you know that you're becoming stupid dumb and dull. Totally forgot to pass up the hard copy of my LLM Individual assignment today while at NP. HOW BLOODY FORGETFUL AM I?
I'm degraded, my intellect's draining, my cautiousness being burned out, attitude towards life sun-dried. Probably that's the reason why I was so insensitive this whole day.
I was calling Rachel buff the whole day. She gets it, the buff was meant to know that she was "big" or to more directly put it, fat. Due to this week's mishaps and unwanted events, she became a victim of my insensitivity and it could claim more tonight or tomorrow.
She doesn't exactly hate me for saying that but probably is just kinda sad that the facts I've thrown are somehow in her face. But she should be okay with it I suppose as I wasn't that direct and did try to make some recovery and with the efforts i put, of course recovery was a success I presume.
Totally got no mood to jog or workout tmr. I'll probably just head to NEX and try to retrieve the shoebag if possible.
All things do help the unhappy man to fall.
-John Webster
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