Emotions Over Mind

My results for 3 tests weren't too shabby. Honestly, deep inside my heart I feel happy. But my mind always disagrees with the heart and tells me "no, this is poly, getting an A is nothing. Getting an A is like just passing your O levels"

Really, its always a battle of Emotions VS Intellect each day.
Everyday they quarrel inside of me. But then again..

Even when I tried hard to feel even a little sad about my results, I really can't seem to do it no matter how hard my mind(or myself) tries to convince me.


Heart 1 : Brain 0


Then again, my brain(myself) wants 0 tolerance against any obstacles that comes my way including my own leisure. But then again, I know myself, my heart will always be pampering me. Actually its just that I will go to the extremes either its hardcore or enjoying life.


Heart 2 : Brain 0


But then again, My ultimate objective is to do well, how can I do well if there's a fluctuation of fun and study? I mean.. If I cancel the time playing, wouldn't I do even better?


Heart 2 : Brain 1


The constant battle continues...






I also ask myself, what do I really want in life? I mean.. I'm a student of course I want magnificent results. I'm asking more about LIFE. I can't really seem to extract a define answer from myself.


Then again, its true that we all want something else. Just like the lyric goes
"Maybe in roll in the dirt, or its a seat in first class. We all want something we can't have"





Oh yeah, today perhaps I've been a little direct as usual. I hope Marven didn't really treat what I suaned about him seriously. I just wanted to remind him that his results are a reflection of the attention he pays in lecture. He's been playing so many games. Actually I also don't really pay that much attention in lecture...





And of course, you could tell Sammy wasn't really happy with her results. I don't know if she has the MIND VS EMOTIONS thingy like me like that, but then again, just by a shallow inference, one could tell she really feels genuinely sad about her current results. ):

The rest of the 4 are just really happy esp XQ and Cheryl for scoring exceptionally well in certain areas.


Grats XQ and Cheryl, you two have been marked as my benchmark. One is really really just very very hardworking while the other studies smart and studies hard as well.


So.. What should my next strategy be?

"She is a diamond, I am a stone. I come from nowhere, she's been to Rome"
-Good Charlotte