The Mirror Has Shown

Heart-felt words.



From day one I created this Blog, I told myself to not censor any words. In censorship I mean not in the sense of crude words or profanities(which I really try my best to refrain from using and its been working over the past few years with my utmost best behaviour) but in the sense of not hiding what I want to say and also to be direct and concise in my rants.


First, I'm really sorry to Andy, Rachel and Jaslyn. I really screwed the SQTR-ITR BOTH the written report and the presentation up. The written report case studies are just 3 sentences of reviews by customers while others are so in-depth with a storyline. Really sorry for not checking well. Then the presentation I also screwed up as the director. I knew that for Andy's part, saying the 7 themes first is a little awkward already but I didn't do anything. I apologize for that part too. I could have improved on Jaslyn's part, but I didnt. I was such a freaking lazy guy that concentrated too much on the presentation skill and not the content of the presentation. Also, my recommendations(suggestions) for Tokyo Disneyland were not strong points at all. It all weak. I really fail as a director. I'm really apologetic for this.

Even though its suppose to be a good, it didn't turn out quite as expected. Sorry to Sara too that I guess I kinda embarrassed her with the "We can connect" part. It indeed was meant as an inside joke and supposed to captivate the audiences attention. In fact it did capture the class attention but I made her quite paiseh, that's worse than screwing my lines. I was too into presentation success until I've neglected the part of how she feels. I'm a jerk for that. That's why I made it a point to really TRY(<< serious no kidding) and not pull crazy stunts in front of the class anymore. I need to be constantly taking note of how the other party feels when I'm injecting humour into my words.

So it was Sara's birthday today. I think its the first birthday without a song from the class. Which makes it even more unique! And I think we put in more effort into this than any other birthday.


Headed to KAP with half of the class. Sara purposely ordered DOUBLE MAC SPICY meal for me and of course I couldn't refuse. All Xiu Qin and Cheryl's fault for injecting that idea into her head. Only could finish half of the double mcspicy and like 50% of the TWISTER fries. Sara and Cheryl did finish their fillet-O-fish but didn't finish up their twister fries also. The twister fries taste good! But not the spicyspicy mcspicy though. Every bite I must liquify my tongue with Milo. And Sara didn't upsize my milo! With 1/8 of the small cup left with milo and half of the other Double mcspicy left, I gave up. Was too full anyway. Oh yeah.. then Marven suddenly said "Hey! Lets go toilet now" I really stunned tio. I thought they were gonna rape me. I really was very reluctant. And they kept on asking me to go. I thought.. "Aiya get raped either now or later" So I went along with Marven and YQ to the toilet. Then they suggested the cake for Sara from Island Creamery. I was like.. "so this its what its about.. OH YEA LETS DO IT!" But obviously I can't leave my seat with them making it all suspicious and all.. So I went back there and like.. "Oh they RAPED ME!" kinda thing which is not really convincing but still probably able to convince one or two of those gullible fools(not literally fools but just gullible people heh). Then when someone asked "eh where YQ and Marven go?" My mind hurriedly searched for an answer. Whew I'm glad cold storage was a decent excuse to give though it made it a little more suspicious.. hahahaha

Upon reflecting, I don't know why I ate macs sia. <<< Cancelled. Why? Coz the truth is I know why I ate macs. And here's the truth..
I had my options. Either follow the girls to KAP for Macs or stay at Munch for panggang with the guys.

I weighed my options. I knew I was gonna regret if I stayed at Munch. Then I weighed the option of my healthy diet and the option of joining them at Macs. Compared to this, my diet was of little significance. I chose the right option, just on time as well. Any further delay would probably cause me to be even more remorseful and add on to my burden of regrets already piled on.


After KAP macs, Xiu Qin, Sara and Cheryl went home. Hardcore muggers hahahaha
But the guys went to meet the other girls which consist of the other half of the class for pool at Bukit Timah Plaza. Won Majority of the games played ^^

Okay actually I didn't play throughout the whole time there. I was actually self-reflecting on the day, self-reflecting on where did I went wrong, how could I have handled the situation and why did I hestitate?

Yea so my title of this post is "The Mirror Has Shown" which means that I really did some self-reflection on a serious note. The paragraphs before this were mostly reflections I've did.


Also woke up and found out that I'm falling deeper into a pit. called love.

Glad you enjoyed the cards and the class wishes (:

You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
-Blink 182