PRACTICEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Guitar camp is better than I thought. I guess the 50 hours of practice was just.. 45 hours of slack and 5 hours of practice(1 intense hour over 5 days).


Okay maybe it wasn't that slack. But I sure had my fun. Its like everyday chitchat, play cards, get 'scolded' and play guitar. "scolded" because they don't really scold us, like just playplayfierce "I WANT TO KILL YOU" that kinda thing.

And I've got cuts like.. on 4 fingers. No not because of guitar, but because of playing around then suddenly *SHING* something slice my skin.

Its really a slack camp. Its like, you wanna stay over or not its up to you. And the only day I stayed over at loft, supposed to meet at 930, I woke up at 930 instead(was planning at 11 but 930 wake up cant sleep le)


However, I rather 3 days of intense hardcore practice than let it spread over 5 days.. so long. I guess NP Strings lack discipline because it wants to maintain the environment of fun while playing. But this would ensure CCA stayers rather than progression of skill. Its not easy to maintain a balance of both I must admit...


So its like practice everyday til 12th Oct where Cruise starts and 14th Oct friday come home go sch practice again and SATURDAY's the concert. Gotta juggle gym too!


And I realize something also. So there's this guy kinda close to us in NP Strings, known him for few months already, his name is Yong Ming. The similarity between us is that we're gamers from dusk til dawn we'd be gaming a hell lot. He told us wants a girlfriend. He said any girl would do as long as she likes him. So we ask him, why you want a gf? And he said "bao bao lor" hahahhahahaha. His attitude is kinda negative though, always complain, so singaporean la hahaha. So maybe he needs to get his willpower to live from a girl. And that girl can be ANY girl as long as she likes him, botak also can ah! Then I wonder too, where does my willpower to live come from? Where does my positive energy come from? I'm hoping to find these answers soon. And so far, the temporary answer I got was that Hope. Hope for a better tomorrow and hope for a miracle or miracles. Hope.