I'm revealing an example of how my brain analysis works.. Since XQ already told the girls about the '45minutes' thingy, yknow I might as well record it down in the blog.
So, we ended at 3.30pm for BMGT today. The girls were waiting for the lift to go up to dont know do what at 3:38pm. As usual I would give them a 2minute headstart but since they're going up for something, I gave them 7minute headstart instead. So I head down slack with the guys til 3:45pm before I went to the bus stop to wait for her.
At my arrival, there were 3 spots to keep a vision out for. I shall name them A B and C for easier references. It was still raining.
A: The sheltered area at cheers there to the bus stop.
B: The sheltered area from Munch backdoor to the bus stop.
C: The view of the overhead bridge from the bus stop.
Of course, when I reached, I located myself in a position where it would be convenient to keep a look out for A, B and C and at the same time not be suspicious looking or awkward. So I stood at the center of the bus stop. Yes, I STOOD throughout the entire time. They usually appear from view B and so I kept my head towards view B and C 90% of the time. And also, if they came from view A, they needed to walk past me and head over to the overhead bridge at view B then view C. So I couldn't miss them if I kept a constant lookout at view B and C.
At first, I thought they went up to the BA office to pass something or what, I didn't know what it was at that time. But as 15min passed(at 4pm) I though they were grabbing a drink or something.
So, after about 10minutes, I started to wonder if they were gone or something. I wonder if they reached earlier than 3:45pm and took the bus(which is almost impossible). And also I wonder if I had missed them at view C where the overhead bridge is kinda hard to look out for.. So I messaged Cheryl, asking her their location in a subtle manner.
I messaged Cheryl because she replies the fastest. Xiu Qin also reply fast but I think Cheryl faster. Samantha.. I never had phone contact with her before. Hui Zhen.. She can reply slow at times. Sara? She'll just dao me.
10 minutes passed.(4:20pm) No reply from Cheryl. I choose the alternate option, I message XQ instead. However, I cannot ask in a subtle way because XQ wont like it, so I asked her directly.
10 minutes passed(4:30pm), no reply from all of them. At the entire time, I could only come to a few conclusions
1. Sara came before 3:45pm and took the bus
2. Sara stealthily sneaked past my eagle eyes and took 52 already.
3. They crossed the overhead bridge without my notice.
THEN I remembered. Cheryl and XQ no reply. They're the fastest repliers and they never reply. It MUST be because they're busy TOGETHER. You see, if they're on the bus or free, they'll reply. But they didn't. So something must be up, they must still have been doing something. I had no one else to ask for answers, so I asked God. God told me to wait, I did.
Moments later, Sara walked in from view B. She saw me but pretended not to and sat facing away from me. Soon enough replies from XQ and Cheryl came in too. I tweeted "God was right". Yeah of course when I replied XQ about the 45minute wait, she told the girls even though I said shhh!
Of course, with my (either blessed or cursed) eagle eyes, I saw the conversation of XQ and Sara's communication on her phone. It went something like..
XQ: Sara, he at the bus stop with you?
Sara: Yeah, FML!
Soon, after 52 arrived and we board it. She tweeted "Can't wait to get home ." Which obviously states my presence wasn't appreciated. Then, she waited til I 100% cannot peep at anything then reply to XQ's msg. Probably have something to do with my unwanted presence. I was sad, and quiet. But I tried not to show and tried to act ignorant. When I talk to her, I too sensed her replies were "forced". Its always like that. She was messaging Cheryl too. Of course I didn't intrude this time coz my guess of the contents are probably right.
Its a long post, haven't typed so much for a while. Its a really HONEST post. I think I don't need anymore words to describe myself now.
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